Entries for December, 2009

a Christmas poem

Friday, December 25th, 2009

Nov 13written at midnight Christmas Eve…

Beneath the Christmas Branch

Beneath the Christmas branch
I linger on the eve of magic promised long ago
Still waiting for wonder to stun me into
waking from the dream of lack and fear,
I put in time until Santa is proved
or until I die, whichever arrives first

Will a burst of colour explode the sky
into faces and flowers, reflections of
Powers long thought lost, faeries flitting
between motes of light so bright (more…)

Island Word December horoscope

Wednesday, December 16th, 2009

Nov 8I write a monthly horoscope column for the Island Word here in Courtenay, and I’ve been meaning to post them here but haven’t gotten a round tuit yet (remember round tuits? Everybody needs one).

Here’s December’s; late, I know, but the month’s not over yet.

Down-to-Earth Astrology

by Phoenix Wolf-Ray

The Saturn-Pluto square took a terrible toll last month. Hornby Island’s beloved singer-songwriter, poet, performer and free spirit Tempest Gale was murdered on the day the transit was exact. Many people are reeling in shock at such a senseless loss.

Nov 9Saturn-Pluto events have a profound effect on our collective emotions, impacting deeper and deeper, rocking us right to the core. 9-11 took place during the previous Saturn-Pluto transit.

This transit remains in close effect this month; be careful, friends. If you are scared, pay attention to your fears, honour them, avoid dangerous situations. If you need to cry, then cry.

Don’t swallow your tears or deny your fears, instead love, embrace and evolve them. Difficult though it is to embrace our dark sides, it’s necessary now. Saturn-Pluto says, the only way out is through.
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a christmas song

Monday, December 14th, 2009

As part of my astrology classes, I like to include a segment in which I sing original songs (got to keep my singer-songwriter self happy) that are relevant to whatever the theme of that class is. Yesterday (because it’s the last class of the year) featured Winter Solstice, which is the Sun’s ingress into Capricorn.

I sang a couple of Christmas songs, including this one. It’s a dark look at Christmas (the first line is, ‘It’s the season of sentiment and suicide’), and it’s oh so satisfying to sing.

Enjoy, and have a happy, sad, scared, mad holiday season.

Lyrics:

Christmas Presence

It is the season of sentiment and suicide
A time for treasure and trauma with no place to hide
from the trumped up cheer and the canned caroling
have we forgotten the reason for Christmas
or lost it in packaging and glitter
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chthonic poem

Thursday, December 10th, 2009

Oct 31The 365days photos are piling up, indicating that I’m not posting enough here. I like to peruse my archives seeking inspiration, and I regularly discover things written in the past that had gotten filed away under ‘forgettery’. This one from 2006 needed a fair amount of editing, so it’s partly new again.

This is one of those channeled, deep, talking-to-me-as-much-as-anybody-else type pieces that tend to baffle the part of me that just isn’t that smart yet (partly why they get filed away for so long). As much puzzle as poetry, it can take me years to own a particular piece. When I do get it, though, they tend to make a profound kind of sense.

Oct 1While there are a lot of levels, verse 2 of seems appropriate for this global warming conference in Copenhagen.

Your Suffering Savior

Body, breath, life isn’t cheap
lion in jungle crouching to leap
Boogie’s in the shadow, she never sleeps
So mothers, kiss your kids goodnight
This electric dark draws nightmares
too stark for sweet child minds
who always should stay safe and blind,
and aren’t you Momma’s precious babe? (more…)

twenty years ago today

Sunday, December 6th, 2009

Oct 24I haven’t forgotten. What a shock it was, all our fears manifest at once. Fourteen young women, massacred for no other reason than being female! We were rocked to the roots by the proof of the pudding of fears our generation of women was fed, to wit: ‘don’t dare pursue your dreams, you’ll be killed if you do‘.

(In case you’re American or too young to remember, you can read all about it here.) Murder sucks for any reason, but random, gratuitous slaughter of the young, ambitious and promising is particularly horrifying.

The tragic irony of Tempest Gale’s murder in November just a few weeks before the twentieth anniversary of the Montreal Massacre just serves to stir the pudding. But dammit, change must come.

Oct 26I recorded this song last night. It’s raw and rhythmically ragged, but a powerful version, I think; I was alone in the room and feeling emotional at the time. I wrote this just after the Montreal Massacre.

Actually, it was on the following International Women’s Day. Anne Cameron had come to Hornby and given a rockingly powerful talk at the Hall, after which I went out and bawled my head off in my car then wrote this song.

It hurts to sing, because after twenty years, so little has changed. Still, so many pointless losses, so few gains, politically speaking, socially speaking. Oh, women now have the right to go die with the boys in the sands of Afghanistan, I suppose. It was never my ambition to be Sgt Rock.
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