are you couch surfing or house sitting? or living in a commune?

we just added another family refugee to our family, my 20 yr old nephew who is six months off a six year severe on line gaming addiction (up to 12 hour a day on line playing). his calf muscles are atrophied and he’s all bent over and his joints hurt. he’s extremely will polarized, but looks like a seraphim. he likes it here cuz he has enuff to eat, it’s calm and I don’t put crappy judgements in his space. he’s also coming off a caffeine addiction that was unbelievable in its immensity.

He got triggered big time yesterday tutoring Iris (lil girl) and I let it build up til just before I got triggered and walked him down outta it…breathe just breathe…find the place yer clenching and give it some room…she reminds him of himself, lil temper fits, acting out other people’s pictures.

I bought her a child size guitar…he brought his two guitars…he says he keeps forgetting she’s only seven years old, but y’know a baby step here and a step backward and two baby steps forward and one backward…a step forward and on we go.

Alex was the oddest lil baby…when he was a child, i could see bits of his spirit all in pieces all over the room, so he’s recovering from fragmentation is my guess. he is terribly handsome.

Father warriors used to terrorize his older brother, who could draw them…once his mother (my youngest sister) even saw them, so she let me teach him how to be invisible to em. I just started teaching Alex.

He wants to be perfect! oh! the fear that comes from!

now I am going to go lay down! I be TIRED!!!

I’m on facebook, too… which is a time sucker (I like to play scrabble.

here’s a picture of me back in 2005:
http://www.bluegrassravebackroom.com/fauxqueen/

i’m the one in plaid and stripes.

miss you on tribe!!