another shuffle of the cards, no surprise
Can’t always be positive, not even most of the time. Right now, I’m in a life sucks moment, and I accept it as I accept the many darknesses I share only with me, myself and those kindred souls who accept their own. I don’t pretend superiority except when I do, when I’m temporarily stupid or forgetful. Such lapses pass, and I forgive myself.
Presence of darkside selves doesn’t mean schizoid transformation into victim moaning, ‘nothing goes well for me.’ I know too much in too many places to fall into that too-easy trap.
Still… it’s tough to be me tonight.